UNHAPPY.

A string of my guitar broke on Tuesday, so I ordered new ones, which arrived today. I tried to string it immediately and it worked, but then I cut them to a more comfortable size, and the last one just wouldn't get cut, so I pulled. Dumbest thing I ever did? (Besides to the thing I did that made the old string break in the first place..) Yes.
It is now too short to be stringed and I can't play, plus the strings sound very shitty.
Also, I hurt myself when I cut it, because it snapped and dug into my finger. Ouch.



What made me happier is that Sonny said that Thomas apparently thinks I'm really nice. Not in the 'I-love-you-way', but in the 'Hey, let's be friends'-way. But I think I can easily change that ;)

I DON'T WANT TOOOO!! T.T

I have a Maths test and I don't get a single thing! I don't understand terms, I don't understand circles and pi and I suck at Maths. Not that I care about my report card, because I won't change my school and so I won't give a shit about the marks this semester. I just have to watch out for the next semester, because then I should look after what I do.

And theen, a friend of my friend wants to introduce me to Thomas tomorrow. Well, actually he was forced, after saying that 'Thomas would not be interested in a long-term relationship.' Who the fuck can tell if a relationship's going to be long-term or last three days?! That depends on the situation and the persons who are in it! ARGH.

Spending the free time at school. Yays.

Our German teacher is a lazy person. (It seems like every teacher I tell you about is awful, which is definitely the truth.) She wants US to spend our BELOVED FREETIME in the library because SHE DOESN'T WANT TO WORK!
Bitch. Oh please. Anyways, days are relaxed and wonderful. Except for me not being able to talk to Thomas, since I am so anal and shy. (Imagine me sitting there, talking to my friends, he walking by, me saying 'G'Morning' and then shrieking like a banshee. Ohwee. Whatashit.)

Aneewayz, there is some 5th grade-9th grade- buddy- thingy at our school, and he was one of them. Now Jana thought it would be a good idea to ask him about this, seeing as we're the EDIT: 9th next year she thought I should ask about that.

Good idea, y/y?

Today, I am in love.

The first lesson fell flat today, so our whole class was sitting by the back entrance. He came in, said Good Morning to each of us and smiled.
I realized that there are still nice people in this town.

And I realized that I will never be with him, but still love him.
MLIG.

I am fucking annoyed.

By my wonderful Biology/Physics teacher. For not telling us what is going to come in the test, for even making the test and for existing.
And it's the fact that I have to learn on a WEEKEND, A FUCKING WEEKEND, that pisses me off enough to have death-fantasies of her DYING PAINFULLY!

I do not want to. I really do not want to. What do I need to know about nerves and hormones anyway? Just continue to the Sex Ed. already, and you can make the whole class happy. But no, hating on us and teaching us this pure SHIT is what she does. And then she wonders why no one likes her. Bitch, please.


/emorant.

Life goes on.

You know, my cat IS there. My mom felt his paw in her hair, today she heard him mew, I feel him at night and I know that he follows me.
I guess his death also came surprising for him. I just hope he accepts that there will be a new cat soon.

I talked to Thomas about the situation, but the talk was quite strange, and was interrupted due to strange connection problems (I guess he was dating his girlfriend, if he has one.)
I have to rant about him now, because I've already written 5 pages of kitschy stuff about how I love him.
He is stupid, but cute and intelligent. I love him, but I don't know him. So I guess I 'like' him.
Idiot.

Also, I've hurt my toe today. Just as we had Maths, I started to have pain in my abdomen and toe, but I didn't know what the latter could be. So my gran took me into the hospital and we sat there, and sat there, and sat there. Then they had to X-Ray my toe, telling me they couldn't find anything, but I need to keep it down low and relax the next few days.

EDIT: Foot-pic. 

So long, see you guys.

MOAR GAEMZ!

I am still playing countless DS games. I finished Prof Layton, Imagine: Party Planner, am playing TWEWY and just started Pokemon Platinum. Oh, and Gardening Mama, which sucks HARD.

Also, I am on my quest keep on eating until I explode. Ok, strike that. But I cannot stop eating. Side-effects of Dr. Ketchup? (A term I just made up.)
Well, I was also very aggressive this week. Laughing a lot, but really aggressive.

It's a sad story that you can't menace your teachers. If you could, I would've told my PE teacher following words this week: 'I would very muchly like to slit your throat open, piss into your mouth, smear dog-poo into your eyes and then burn you with gas. With this face. ->


And to end this post with something rather positive, I discovered 'Where's Waldo/Wally?' with the help of MLIA and wondered why I'd never heard about it. I then proceeded to think it was that dog I once had a book of, but then found out he's actually human.

Oh well. D:

Fuck this shit, I'm out.

I don't want to have school again. My PE-teacher can suck my imaginary dick, if that bitch is ever going to say a thing about me, no matter what, I'm going to cut her shemale balls off.

Sorry for my rude language, but I don't want to take this anymore. I want this woman to die. And I wouldn't feel sorry if she got raped by a horse and died because she couldn't take the huge thing from behind. BECAUSE SHE NEVER FUCKED ANYONE EXCEPT FOR HER SISTER'S HUSBAND.

Her sister, our Geography teacher is now married to Mr. Waltl, but before those two got together, he was dating the other twin.
I think they both suck.


Well, I also think that everyone in my school is stupid. And asocial. Asocial as in 'unable to use proper sentences, only thinking about sex, violence and being an asshole all the time'.
I know, I am no nice person either, but it annoys me to no end how everyone at my school is.


Anyways, I am watching some show in TV, and they apparently stole my playlist. Yah, they were playing my Hoosiers, something from Israel Kamakawiwo'ole and other things.



Chop Su-ey of the day:


The Hoosiers-Gadget! Leads you right to the (german) page. But it is cute!