Today, I am in love.

The first lesson fell flat today, so our whole class was sitting by the back entrance. He came in, said Good Morning to each of us and smiled.
I realized that there are still nice people in this town.

And I realized that I will never be with him, but still love him.
MLIG.

Life goes on.

You know, my cat IS there. My mom felt his paw in her hair, today she heard him mew, I feel him at night and I know that he follows me.
I guess his death also came surprising for him. I just hope he accepts that there will be a new cat soon.

I talked to Thomas about the situation, but the talk was quite strange, and was interrupted due to strange connection problems (I guess he was dating his girlfriend, if he has one.)
I have to rant about him now, because I've already written 5 pages of kitschy stuff about how I love him.
He is stupid, but cute and intelligent. I love him, but I don't know him. So I guess I 'like' him.
Idiot.

Also, I've hurt my toe today. Just as we had Maths, I started to have pain in my abdomen and toe, but I didn't know what the latter could be. So my gran took me into the hospital and we sat there, and sat there, and sat there. Then they had to X-Ray my toe, telling me they couldn't find anything, but I need to keep it down low and relax the next few days.

EDIT: Foot-pic. 

So long, see you guys.

Will she die?

My sight is all normal, I don't need glasses or anything, but the doctor suspects migraine. I could also have a brain tumor and die next month. Everything is quite open now, I am almost sure I'm OK and it really just is a migraine. That's damn painful. Makes you wish you were dead.

To cheer up a bit, my wonderfully illegal DS-Card works 100 % well. I am playing Tamagotchi Connexion Corner Shop 3, the new Layton (♥!!) and Trauma Center. Did I mention that I am BAD at it? I always kill the patient with the aneurisms in his intestine. OH WELL.


And, I also have a random heartfart on Thomas again, he said Good Morning to me! In a very sweet tone!
AND I SOUND LIKE A SHOT PUPPY. HAHA.

I ♥ Glee!

I found out about that show when I read in simgaroop's journal. And today I watched it on hulu.
It's awesome. Germany should TOTALLY buy the rights!
I felt a chill running down my spine when I listened to:




And if we are already talking to my spine, I had to stay at home today because I couldn't sleep at night, everything hurt as fuck. Now I'm hoping it's nothing bad, since that was (and is) just painful, awful and terrible. I don't wish anyone to have to stay at home under those circumstances.

Now I'm just hoping I will be well soon.