I could hit somebody right now :(

Namely, myself. Went to the hairdresser yesterday, but they totally ruined my hair. It's way too red now, with disgusting blonde-yellow streaks. It's not that it looks bad, it'd look good on any other person, but I don't like it on me. And the way she cut my hair is not very nice, too, I have too big bangs, I'm so used to not having any.
Now, I know you don't know the answer either, but is it possible to dye your hair after just one day again without damaging it too much? I bought some dye yesterday immediately when I went to a drugstore.

EDIT: Here you go, a photo. My hair looks especially bad there, it's just drying and needs some more haircare and needs to be brushed/straightened. But you understand what I mean with it not fitting me?
I also asked on a community and they said I should go back to the salon and ask them to change it.

201st post

It's my newfound lullaby. I love this version of the wonderful old song. It's so soothing, so beautiful.
I wish I could embed it, but it won't let me. Please bear with this link, though:
Moon River

Good night, everyone ♥

Tried epilating

With an epilator that's about 10 years old? It actually didn't hurt that much, but sometimes I felt like dying. (I kid you not, I shouted 'I'M FUCKING GONNA SHIT ON YOUR MUM' quite some times. Scared my dog, too.)

I'm not gonna ask you GUYS for an opinion, but I wanna buy the Braun Silk-Epil 7 Xpressive Pro W&D. Expensive, but I think it'll pay off. Will make me prettier and happier.
(I guess I'm on a hunt for summer items right now, I want that really pretty but damn expensive bikini, but I think I'll get this instead. Ukulele, epilator, summer clothes, well, I guess that's what I need :D)

Yeah, then again

The pressure was probably a bit too much. Got ill on Wednesday evening, it's a cold. Even though I didn't have any signs of being sick, I woke up on Thursday with a rather drowsy head and runny nose and fever-like feeling after not having slept much. It's getting better, but I'm a bit worried about the cough, it sounds like bronchitis a bit. We'll see, we'll see.

Going Walking!

Also, Madonna. The Power of Madonna has taken control of me! Yesterday I got some of her early albums, which are GREAT to say the least. It's GLEE's fault. I'm in love.
And I got sporty again today.
7:30 AM, waking up in the morning/ Hadda be fresh, hadda get my walking sticks/ Seein' everything, the time is going/ Ticking on and on, I was the only one rushing.
That was cool, seriously, I enjoyed being up so early. I even met some guys from the Austrian Armed Forces who were probably having their routine run.

This is what I see when I go down to Saalach river, it's really marvellous!

Hahahah. That's..

REALLY FRICKING AWESOME. Seriously. I cracked up and started crying from laughing too much at the 'Will Schuester, I hate you!' part. It's just so fitting. Oh, and this episode is so charming! Watching it right now, because you know Glee's only been airing here for a short time (okay, about 13-14 weeks?)
Aaaaand that guy playing Jesse St. James is sooooo cute, really bad that he's gay in real life. Well, that sounds wrong, but you know what I mean. Criticizing that he doesn't pull off the hetero-role very well (DUUUUUH!)

Love Plus.

Oh what the heck. It really is as weird as everybody says. I've started yesterday, and today I got Manaka. And just now she confessed to me, and I had to kiss her. I kissed my DS. And that has to be the fucking FUCKING weirdest thing I have ever done. Kissing an electronical device. For real.
I'm scared of what will follow now, there's the open ending. I can do whatever I want now. Go on dates, kiss her, talk to her. She's my personal Tamagotchi. Just more female. Egads, I feel like a creeper now, and I must seem like one, too.


On a non-electronical note though, I probably have got a pollen allergy. Gonna get tested next week, and up until that, I will have an itchy nose, runny eyes and symptoms of a cold, without really having a cold. Argh.

I think I'm gonna die. From laughing.

Oh heck, that rocks. Seriously. Go and watch his Twin Babies Talking-Dub, too! And watch the original twin babies, they're just too adorable. But don't listen to the original Friday. It sucks. Big time.

Also, I've started folding cranes. By 6th July I've planned to have finished folding 1000. Maybe I can fulfill more than one wish with them. Of course, I'm folding them with my thoughts going to Japan. But there's also a more personal cause behind that. So, fold with me? 12 a day, every day, are just enough to get there, I'll even finish sooner.

So much shit..

Has happened today! First we wrote the Italian text, which I think more or less did well in. Then we got the English test back, which I got an A in. All the while I had something stuck in my eye, which got in yesterday evening. Then we had Maths, which I really suck in, and I kinda got chosen as a guinea-pig for the PISA pre-test. In Maths. Oh gosh.
Then I went to the hospital, had that particle (which was yellow, WTF did that have to do in my EYE?!) removed (more or less scratched out) and my cornea tested by putting a slip of paper containing some sort of flourescent substance on it. Then she put creme into my eye. It's good now.

But still, what the heck, PISA-TEST? ON A DAY THAT WE'RE WRITING THE LATIN TEST? IT'S TOOO HARD. I'M BRINGING AUSTRIA DOWN EVEN FURTHER EGAAAAADS.

Thinspo and the likes

Because that topic came up again, I decided to do a post about those newfangled Pro-Ana- and Pro-Mia-movements.
Pro-Ana is short for pro Anorexia, Pro-Mia for pro Bulimia. You have probably heard about those diseases, which mostly stem from mental problems, but unhealthily affect the body. And there are certain online forums which praise them, publishing 'thinspo'-pictures (most of them are photoshopped). Those pictures display unbelievably skinny girls, it actually looks disgusting, but some peoples' minds are just so warped by their self-conciousness that they believe it to be beautiful. I won't link to such pictures here, because I really dislike them, but google 'thinspo' and you get the wanted things.

I just don't understand how perfectly pretty girls with the best bodies imaginable can willingly ruin themselves. You can be happy with yourself, no matter what you look like. I myself don't have the most trained body, or a flat belly, or a small butt, but I don't think that this is so bad. I like myself, and that shows. And even if I was perfect, what if I had a shitty personality? This world has become quite superficial. Pretty, intelligent, wonderful girls kill themselves because they think they're not thin enough to be noticed and loved. Rather sad, don't you think?

I'm going to post MY thinspo now. Even if I don't look up to others like that, here's what I'd choose if I had to:

Sorry for that extra bit of nakedness, but it shows off that they're not perfect. The left picture is special, because they even showed it on the news. She's a model, but you have probably noticed the little paunch. Nonetheless, she's stunningly pretty. I don't know the second picture, but I found that it represents a normal woman accordingly. She also isn't slim, but does that make her ugly? Don't think so. As for the right picture, it's from a calendar by the magazine Glamour. Of course, they're all naked, but they don't have perfect bodies either. But just like the other ladies, I think they are stunningly beautiful.

So now, I'm gonna end this long rant, but I hope that you're thinking about beauty/society now.

Hah, genius.

Just watch it, it's awesome :D 'Brittany, that's not Obama, that's Tina.' - 'That's what he wants us to think!'

Happy desu!

Kyaaaah, I didn't know that they were singing in Japanese, too. Since I've started playing Tokimeki Memorial again and am used to listening to Japanese by now, that does make me happy.
Although, nothing can beat the Korean versions, they just sound better.
Crrrrayon not for salad no, evil jew go shit-poop~

Doooooone!

Wow, I managed to do it. Guess who is happy now? I mean, I've worked for hooours, but now I am really pleased with the result.

http://www.box.net/shared/62addr2l9h
It's uploaded there, so if you don't mind, could you please download it and check it out? index.htm is obviously the main page. Thanks in advance! :)

coding

holy feck. sorry i am incapable of typing correctly because i am on the verge of insanity. so i have to program a html-website and it is annoying me so hard. i just want it to look a bit like this: http://hanegasaki.piyo-piyo.org/ ; but all i can come up with is this:

so, i just want two nice tables next to each other, but they wont do what i want. i am considering smashing my pc. but i will just look at the source code and try to figure it out. oh dammit.

wish me luck, ill upload the final result as a zip later.

How I hate translations!

Well, just a quick post here. I was just watching psych but I didn't really pay attention, but fortunately (or rather unfortunately), I noticed this. Spencer came in holding his eye, saying something along the lines of 'Ahh, ouch, it's what old ladies have in their handbags' and that blonde chick started guessing things. She said 'A spray? Peppermint?' to which he replied 'Yeah, a spray, but not peppermint!' and she said 'Mace!' and gave them the clue to who the murderer was.
Now, that doesn't sound so bad in English, but if you translate it to German, it doesn't make much sense. Around here, we do not know the term 'mace', and it's 'pepper spray'. So the joke makes no fucking sense anymore.

And that also happens to Harry Potter 7, where the really awesome joke of George after him losing an ear just gets really flat in German. After Fred asks 'How are you feeling?' George says 'I feel holey.' In German, he says 'I feel like Swiss cheese.' (which is known for having a bootload of holes.) That completely kills it, I didn't even smile, I just rolled my eyes and read on.

What do you think, do translations kill jokes and the little bit of fun that may be left in some movies/TV shows/games?

Well, here you go..

A new sooong!

Shamelessly stolen. And you see my Peppersally, as I've said on the other blog. So, clicky that fucking link!

Cracking up.

Just a quick post to show how much I love Little Britain USA. I love it more than the original one, because I can crack up big time watching it, like with this sketch. Ahmagad, it still brings me to tears after watching it the umpteenth time.

Totally RRRRandom

So, I actually just missed the fact that exactly three years ago my dad died, but that doesn't make me sad. To be honest, I think he was here today, because when I went out with my dog, I felt that the air was cleaner, the sun brighter, and everything just unnormally pretty for being a January day.

And I also decided to take some photos, because facing the sunlight conceals my not-so-perfect skin. And I liked how they turned out. I painted my nails, too. I am a maniac. I think I'll become a big fat addict, buying nailpolish until my table is stuffed full of them. In the last two weeks only, I bought SIX new nailpolishes. For

me that's a lot. Talk about saving money.

C03 'Princess & Ballerina' from Catrice. 5 damn layers!

Random Picspam and talk about..

Dragon Age: Origins. I am in love. Biiig time. I was looking for a WoW-replacement and I'd watched a Let's Play about it, so I got it. And I am in love, as I just said. The gameplay is fantastic, I love the characters, and I fucking wish that Alistair and Allaine (my character, an elf mage) would GET IT ON.
But anyways, I've just really started playing, so you will have to hear me swooning about it for longer.




And you get my cute kitty accompanying the text. I think she's been a bit lonely these days, so now that I'm back from my Gran's, I'm taking extra big care of her. I even let her sleep in my freshly made bed, and that's an honor.
That left to the text is my delicious meal, noodles with scrambled egg and butter. Taaasty.

Okay WTF

Seriously. You're not gonna tell me that it's almost fucking 2011. I am shocked. Truly.
I mean, wasn't it just January? Where everything seemed so calm and wintery?
Wasn't it just February? Where I saw my aunt's new flat for the first time?
Wasn't it just March? Where I got so sick that I had to stay at home for two weeks?
Wasn't it just April? Where I started adoring Christian Bale and got Pokemon SoulSilver?
Wasn't it just May? Where the weather was so good that I spent days on the balcony just being happy with everything?
Wasn't it just June, one of the best Junes ever? Where I got sick again, but not so sick that I couldn't enjoy the days a lot?
Wasn't it just July? Where we moved and I found out how fast time is passing?
Wasn't it just August? Where I loved reading Kodomo no Jikan and staying up forever?
Wasn't it just September? Where I dreaded going back to school but then ended up having a good time?
Wasn't it just October? Where I was alone so often, but never really unhappy?
Wasn't it just November? Where I failed at finishing NaNoWriMo and towards the end injured my foot?
Didn't December just start? Didn't I just turn 15? Where is the happy Advent-time? Where is the waiting for Christmas? Where is the silence that swallows every noise you'd normally hear?
And seriously, wasn't it just 5 pm? When I stopped playing Saint's Row 2 and saw that Idiocracy would be aired later?

Now, I feel a bit sad, because I'm watching a chartshow about the best songs from the 2000-2010. And I know almost every single one of them. That may sound cheesy, but every songs bears a short story for me, representing the biggest event in my life during the time that song was played a lot. I actually want all those times back, happy or not. I want to go back to 2001, where I discovered MTV. I want to go back to the year I had that awesome New Year's Eve at my gran's. I want to have MY time back. (Especially the last two years, but let's not get into that now.)

Fact is, it's almost 2011. Time goes by too fast, faster than it ever did before. I hate being so nostalgic, but I'm home alone. I have too much room for thoughts about all the things that happened in my life so far, and I can't help feeling that mixed feeling of sadness and happiness. I wish I'd like alcohol, so that I could at least wash away that stupid feeling with some red wine, or at least be so drunk that I'm unable to think. But I don't like alcohol, and even though we have some red wine here, and I'd be willing to drink it, it's still unopened and mum would kill me. And we have no lead at home, so no lead-pouring for me either. (But I just found out that wax works too, gonna try that!)

Now for my New Year's Resolutions:

• I will find Mr. Su
• I will not buy so fracking many nailpolishes.
• I will keep my room tidier.
• I will not let myself be held down by others.
• In fact, I will give a wet shit about others' opinions.

Okay, that's it, enough of my ramblings. I'll post pics of my waxworks if they turn out good, so expect the next post from me next year! (Harharhar how funny. NOT.)

A Happy New Year from the Hogmanay(hooray Scottish!)-hating Su! Go out and watch the fireworks, at least they're pretty every year!

All the best wishes for you and your families, see you in 2011!