Yes, let's hate on me!

I don't get why some people want to take away all of my remaining happiness. So, attentive reader, you might guess it's about my dearest neighbour ranting in my face.

I idiot posted it on my singing channel, but OH WELL

Well, I'm back..

And I've got an archived post that I wrote on the ferry yesterday, gonna post that later, but for now I'll just show my eternal happiness to be able to sing again with the song that I feel so comfortable singing along with right now.
It's German, but it's so wonderful. I'll translate you the lyrics :)


Jupiter Jones - Still from Christopher Haering on Vimeo.

So quiet that every one of us knew
This here is forever
Forever and a life
And it was so quiet
That every one of us anticipated
There's no word for this
That can ever describe the feeling

So quiet that all the clocks remained silent
Yes, time came to a halt
So quiet and so lost you went away
So quiet and so lost you went away

I heard so much yet it never catches on with me
This is the reason why I can't sleep at night
Even if I write thousand songs about missing somebody
Doesn't mean that I understand
Why this feeling stays forever

So loud, the hours after the impact when it was necessary
To embrace and understand all of this and it was
So loud, that all which we thought brought nothing but emptiness to us
It was so loud and so lost here
When silence lived with us instead of you


I heard so much yet it never catches on with me
This is the reason why I can't sleep at night
Even if I write thousand songs about missing somebody
Doesn't mean that I understand
Why this feeling stays forever

So quiet, even though I miss you every day
And wherever you are right now
You show me that silence has become your friend now


I heard so much yet it never catches on with me
This is the reason why I can't sleep at night
Even if I write thousand songs about missing somebody
Doesn't mean that I understand
Doesn't mean that I understand
Why this feeling stays forever


I heard so much yet it never catches on with me
This is the reason why I can't sleep at night
Even if I write thousand songs about missing somebody
Doesn't mean that I understand
Why this feeling stays forever

I could hit somebody right now :(

Namely, myself. Went to the hairdresser yesterday, but they totally ruined my hair. It's way too red now, with disgusting blonde-yellow streaks. It's not that it looks bad, it'd look good on any other person, but I don't like it on me. And the way she cut my hair is not very nice, too, I have too big bangs, I'm so used to not having any.
Now, I know you don't know the answer either, but is it possible to dye your hair after just one day again without damaging it too much? I bought some dye yesterday immediately when I went to a drugstore.

EDIT: Here you go, a photo. My hair looks especially bad there, it's just drying and needs some more haircare and needs to be brushed/straightened. But you understand what I mean with it not fitting me?
I also asked on a community and they said I should go back to the salon and ask them to change it.

Sadness and everything that's shit.

Back from Italy, and it couldn't have been more awesome. I love my family so much. But I wish it would've been a catastrophe because that would've made leaving much easier.


On another note, I've been thinking about converting the 365 blog into a music blog because I want it to be like that. Will do in a few days.