KINDLE ACTION!

There it is, my awesome Kindle, Claude. You can't really tell, but it's facing direct sunlight and still it's possible to read every word. E-Ink is so unbelievably cool, I tell you!





I've acquired loads and loads of scary books and am already on my second book.




What's also a cool feature - albeit an illegal one - the custom screensavers. You can jailbreak your device (it's surprisingly easy, with an iPhone you'd always have to be afraid of bricking it!) and then put your own 8-bit greyscale images up there. I've grown fond of squiddyskull, ya know?

At first I was a bit afraid of the small delay and the screen turning black when turning pages, but you don't notice it at all. When reading a real book, the next page doesn't magically appear in the blink of an eye either :)

So, all in all I think this really was worth the purchase. It's so useful and I think it'll be better to take along on vacation than 14 single, heavy books!

Oh SNSD, you make me happy!

I seriously love them so fracking much. They're so cute and so pretty and they sing so well, I'm JELUUUSSHH. Nah, kidding.

On another note, it's my birthday today, but it's been shit, so don't mention it.

ATTENTION: Love Rant!

I just came back from our school ball. Wow, that was a really good time. Except for the fact that I saw Thomas a lot. And I just wanted to dance with him, but I know he'd never. As well as he didn't even talk to me a single time. I'm really about to write a sad/confused/angry text to him. I just don't know. He's such a wonderful guy, and I've known one thing since the first time I'd seen him: He'd be perfect for me. Perfect in every way. You don't find guys that are so intelligent, polite and social these times. He doesn't smoke, has only recently drunk something for the first time with friends. He's funny, has a great smile and looks stunning in suits. He's really really good at school, always friendly to everyone and uses words before his fists.
The only thing he lacks is interest in girls. And I don't only mean me, I also mean the much prettier girls! Sone suspect that he's gay, but then again he could just tell ke, or couldn't he?
Well, if he talked to me I could ask him all those things and tell him what I think about him, but he ignores me (it almost feels like he's avoiding me!)

I'm actually at the end of my knowledge. I just don't know what to do at all anymore. Help me, quick!

(Apart from all the shit going on in my mind, it was an awesome time. We danced to old songs, barefoot because our shoes were murderous. A few teachers were there and rocked the dancefloor. There was a disco upstairs, but it was really too loud for me there. Even though Thomas happened to be upstairs for the rest of the evening, we stayed downstairs and danced. Oh god I fucking love him. Stupid assbastard. I fucking fell in love with him when I was in FIFTH GRADE!!)

The Most Awesome Dream.

Like, yep, I had it tonight. But I won't post it because it's all been said before and it's just old shit. Even though it was really, really sweet and cute. Ohmagawsh. I hate myself. So hard. <.<

And now I'm watching Batman Forever (guess who wrote Bateman and is a raging lunatic? NO NAT MEEEAAWW.) which is cool and I guess I do not dislike Batman like I thought. Well okay, that maybe because Christian Bale played Batman once, in another movie. (Batman Begins I think?)
WOOO BATMAAAAAN!

96&59

#96 List ten weird facts about yourself:

• I am addicted to downloading music and can't sleep well without the knowledge that I downloaded at least a song a week.
• I can touch my nose with my toes. And I like to do that because it's funny.
• I have a huge phobia of hornets and wasps. When I was alone at home on Saturday, a hornet flew into the living room and I started to cry and curled up as a ball on the balcony floor. 
• I adore the words bitches, kerfuffle, douche, spork and eloquent.
• I think cats are evil masterminds that are plotting to rule the world. My cat will be their sinister leader. :3
• I like to watch people while they sleep simply because they do such weird and cute stuff~
• I read really gory and disgusting books, but I could never face that in real life. I freak out whenever I see people bleeding irl.  
• Dolls and clowns make me cry because they're scary.
• I like to spend weekends home alone, with no social contact at all and I don't get bored.
• I have a favourite plushie which I have since I was 5 or something, and I still take it with me on every journey and stuff :)

#59 List ten things you would like to do every day:

• Kiss Thomas
• Hug Thomas
• Talk to Thomas
• Be with Thomas
• Be loved by Thomas
• Sleep next to Thomas
• The logical conclusion would be 'Watch Thomas sleep' 
• Laugh with Thomas
• Feel Thomas' heartbeat while hugging him
• Love Thomas (which I already do every single day. It's hard :(  )

CAPPITY CAPS

OHWELL TODAY WE PLAYED TABLE FOOTBALL TOGETHER AND GOT OWNED SO HARD, BUT HE WAS CUTE AND WE TALKED ABOUT PHYSICS AND IT WAS PRETTY RAD.
AND HE SMILED SO NICELY AND MADE MY LITTLE HEART JUMP IN GLEE AND THEN IT EXPLODED AND THERE WAS A BIG MESS THE LESSON STARTED AND WE HAD TO LEAVE, BUWAAAAAAH!

AND I'M GETTING NEW CLOTHES NOW, GONNA BE SO SWEET NEXT WEEK AND I'M GONNA BE AAAALL OVER HIM. LIKE A SLIMEBAG.

That it'll be.

AND IT GOES ON AND ON

TODAY THE 12TH GRADES HAD THEIR LAST SCHOOL DAY AND WE WERE ALL STANDING IN THE MAIN HALL AND HE WAS DIAGONALLY ABOVE ME AND HE WORE THE PURPLE SWEATER AND HE DIDN'T EVEN LOOK AT MY CLEAVAGE WHAT A GUY IS HE? MY BOOBS ARE NOT THAT HORRIBLY DEFORMED OR ANYTHING I EVEN THINK THEY'RE PERFECT SO WHY DOESN'T HE LOOK AT THEM WHEN HE HAS THE FUCKING OPINION?!

AND I TOTALLY FUCKED THE PHYSICS TEST UP I'M GETTING AN F NOW SAY GOODBYE TO ME :(

You can tell I like caps, can't you?

OH GOD NOW HE HAS ANOTHER PURPLE SWEATER AND I JUST CAN'T RESIST GUYS WEARING PURPLE IT'S AWFUL AND THEN HE HAS TO LOOK SO MANLY AND HUNKY AND I CAN'T HELP BUT TO SWOON IT'S AWFUL.

AND I WATCHED CALENDAR GIRLS TODAY AND THEN I LISTENED TO CLAP YOUR HANDS BY SIA AND I THOUGHT OF HIM WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME I DON'T KNOW.

♥

BRB, just falling in love really hard.

Wow. Just, wow. Today was one of these days that are unforgettable. You know, Mardi Gras, here is a pic of my costume:

 

Marilyn Monroe/ Woman of the 60s/ Bondgirl

You don't know how awesome it was. We had so many people that joined our dances and it was just WONDERFUL. But the best thing is, Mr. Becker (the Music teacher that is hated by most but loved by the cool ones) asked us to go to the city with him after school, and it was so funny. We did the Cotton-Eyed Joe right in front of hundreds of tourists, and they all took photos of us. Here's a collage, I'll explain them afterwards:

Well, number one is obviously Thomas, and I made the photo on my own. He was sitting at our table, and I was discussing many things with Sonny, and he was also talking to me, and he has such beautiful eyes, is so intelligent and so NICE. God, I didn't know anybody could be so wonderful. Of course, my heart was racing all the time.
The second one is Jana, one of my best friends, which got her first real kiss today. She had a fucking relationship on Valentine's Day, and this is what she had today.
It was good for everybody.
On the third there are the others dancing, and the snowman in the background is our dressed up teacher.

And as a bonus, you get Sonny because he's so nice and we're soulmates.We talked about Pokemon with Thomas and it was so much fun.