So, right now I'm watching a very senseless TV-"documentary" about luck, but I think they have rather interesting facts. I find it funny how sport is supposed to make you happy since I just realize that for myself. I actually went jogging for 15 minutes today and even if I stopped and walked very often, I'm proud. I was rather gloomy all day, for no apparent reason. I was rather unhappy the last few days as you could have guessed, though I don't know why. I noticed that because I felt unable to sing. That's an indicator for my happyness, if I can scream from the top of my lungs while singing along to music or making my own music. If I'm unable to do so, I'm not in a good mood.
Now, today was especially bad. Picture me sitting there, staring at nothing in particular and thinking dark thoughts. Then I watched 'I Used To Be Fat' and it first inspired me to do some exercises, but then I thought I could also just go out and enjoy the last sunrays of the day.
When I came back, I was so exhausted, but also much more gleeful. I took a bath and sang along to the radio, horribly bad but completely happy.
Now the show I'm watching might be silly, but one thing they've said there is true: Nothing's going to change if you don't work for it. So maybe instead of just sitting there, waiting for my weight to drop and other things to happen, it'd be best to go for it and take action.
To change topics, I'm really looking forward to school again, somehow, perversely. It's weird, but I want to do some work again and learn something. And of course meet all my friends again. And ... Thomas.
EDIT: I epilated my arms. I've never had hairless arms. You don't know how awesome that feels! I can't stop looking at my arms or touching them. Great feeling and look. Woop!
4 comments:
Oh yeah, school! I´m looking forward to it, too. Six weeks are such a long time! Exspecially for me, who is really loving her class! Even, wehn there are 16 boys and only 6 girls, ut so there´s not so much Tussi-drama. That´s quite fantastic!
Haha, how about nine weeks? We have longer holidays than you ;) But I'm grateful for all the time I get, it passes too fast anyway.
I think I've come to love my class, we're a good mix of people and we're a diverse bunch, so except for some specimen I don't fancy a lot, it's really okay :D
We have a load of girls though, but I get along with all of them :)
ohh, 9 WEEKS? What the f***! That´s really really long! I think, I wouldn´t survive it! And normally I really hate school! I hate it so much, I don´t want weekends to end! But I think, that´s quite normal. And tomorrow I´m baclk to school, too! Oh I´m so looking forward! It will be very fantastic to see all the people again! Oh, now I´m very happy ;)
Greez :)
'The harder you work, the luckier you get.' That is all.
As for school, wow, 9 weeks is a lot... I only get 6 weeks too. Most of the people in my classes are girls though. They're friendly!
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