The pedo doctor? I didn't mind the pedo part at all. As in, him having his hand on my hip when telling me I was totally normal for my age and shapely. I think it was to reassure me that he wasn't making things up - and because my grandma told him minutes before that my dad had killed himself, so it was like a fatherly gesture.
And even if I'm going around saying he was a pedo, it's not true. In reality all I'd want was for someone to hold me like this all the time, or at least often. And tell me I'm okay. But I guess every boy my age would be overwhelmed with this. I can understand that, so I wait. And long for an embrace. Because I sure as hell like men's bodies and firm softness, so different from women.
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Ahh... I don't think that was intended in a pedo way. And if you liked it, then that's the good thing. Screw the boys that are too immature, a good enough guy for you will come sometime
I don't think so either. That guy's a doctor for children (I'm under 18 and this still have to visit the children's clinic <.<), so it was really meant in a comforting daddy-way. Which I didn't dislike at all, it just made me realize how much I'd need someone to hold me and tell me I'm good in regular life D: *foreveralone*
Well, they're all too immature at this point of their lives and I can't blame them, I'd be like that too had I not been blessed by life and being a HSP :(
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