I'm a big crybaby, as you probably know. So, this soap I've been watching for a few years now, they're killed a regular. (She's pregnant in real life for the second time, so she wanted to quit.)
They've gone all the way to make it really sad and that didn't really touch me, but today they showed the family members of the killed woman and how they all broke down and cried and it made me so effin' sad, so sad that I just sad there and wept for way too long because I can't stand seeing people realize that a loved one has died because it reminds me of myself and what a failure I've become since then and how they didn't allow me to see him one last time, something I'll never forgive them. But I think I'm fine now, I'm gonna work out like a madman and then take an ice-bath. That'll burn those pesky fatcells that also make me sad. (Is there anything that doesn't make me sad these days?!)
5 comments:
Oh wow... that's always sad. But... you haven't become a failure at all, please don't think like that. You're a wonderful person. They should have let you see him though... that's not fair. Hope you're feeling much better about this now, and about yourself. You rule!
And, fatcells? You're not fat O_O
Yeah well, I can't stand seeing other people cry <.<
And I understand that they thought it was best for me, after all he was dead and it wouldn't have brought him back.
Ah thanks Kenny dear, you rule too! You're way too nice for your own good :)
This morning I grabbed the skin on my back and pulled and it felt like it didn't stop for about twohundred miles of pulling. Nah. But that's not lovehandles anymore, it's love-revolving-doors! :D
If seeing other people cry makes you sad... then you're the nice one! Even if it is because it reminds you of yourself, it's still really nice.
Haha, love-revolving-doors, nice one XD But trust me you do not need to lose weight. Try if you want, but don't do anything that makes you uncomfortable or deprives you of happy things XD
I don't like knowing that other people have pain or are sad ;_;
Haha, that was what made me think of stopping, since I started shouting at everyone and everything, even at my fridge. Diets are BAD!
See that makes you so much nicer. You've got to be proud of how you've turned out after seeing all these horrible, uncaring people around us.
And yes diets should be illegal
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