'When you get an A in the Latin test, you're going to hug him and wish him a merry Christmas.'
As always, I've made a promise to myself, knowing that that'd never happen, as we're not destined to be together. What happens? I get a fucking A. I'm happy, but I KNOW that I won't bring up the guts and do it.
Waaargh.
I jumped out of the toilet today and scared my grandma, and when I wanted to tell my mum, she got really angry and told me to never do that again, as I shouldn't kill her. I don't know why, but these words hurt me so much, when she said I'd kill her off and be responsible for everything, that I can't even stop crying now. I know it's ridiculous, but it hurts.
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...She told you you'd kill her? That's really mean, Su. It's not true at all, please don't listen to her. And if you're crying about it, then maybe you should tell her how mean she was to you, because I don't want you to feel sad or guilty. I hope you start to feel better *hugs*
As for the first bit, congratulations on your A!!! Latin is such a hard language, much harder than Greek, which me, a Greek person, got B on. You need to be proud of your A, because it is SUCH an amazing achievement. I'm sure proud of you. That's my Su ^_^ You should celebrate!
That was a really sweet promise you made to yourself. It's a shame you didn't stick to it, but really, it's a difficult thing to do. I still haven't hugged anyone. I hope you manage it some day though. Try and be happy about it, it's Christmas! ^^
I realllllllllllly hope you have a lovely, wonderful Christmas, Su. I love you so much. Try your best to forget about all the bad stuff and just have a great time! I hope you get everything you want, and more. You'll always have my love and thanks for always being there for me, and always being such an amazing friend. Good luck, have a lovely time, and if I don't speak to you before then, MERRY CHRISTMAS! <3
Love from Kenny
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