This week my aunt came with Nico, and I did my best to take care of him. I fed him, changed his diapers, sang lullabies to him and played with him. All in all: It was the most awesome week I've had in a long time.
You don't know how proud I felt when he slept on MY chest for two hours everyday, and all because I lulled him into sleep. It makes you feel like a better person when you see that he stops screaming when you massage his belly.
I just love that little guy. And I want to make his life the best there ever was, along with the family.
Guess what? I'm downloading sad, lovey-dovey songs again. I am dumb, I know. But I still want this guy to be my first boyfriend, my first kiss, my first everything. That is how I feel for him. I am jealous whenever he speaks to other girls, I want to bathe in his laugh whenever he smiles, I want to fall into his arms whenever I see him. He is so wonderful.
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That sounds like a lovely week! I'm so happy to see how much you love your cousin, I hope you'll help him have a nice life ^_^
And it's not dumb at all, love is very complicated like that. But rather than depressing yourself with sad songs, try listening to Nujabes, mainly the songs Horizon, Aruarian Dance, Shiki No Uta and Lady Brown... His songs help with sadness AND homework (especially homework) so he's a great artist to listen to. I like plugging music don't I xD
Try your hardest to be with him, I have full confidence in you. But at the same time, you must also remember there's PLENTY more fish in the sea.
Not that you're into fish.
That little guy is my love of the life, in a platonic-family-way. I wish him all the best.
I like to listen to some RHCP, Billy Talent, Beck or Regina Spektor. Especially RegiSpek, because her songs make me think.
And for homework I just take Fall Out Boy, Phantom Planet, or anything else that has guitar sounds.
Well..But what if he's the only fish I want right now? And he's the only clever fish right now? Because there's a really big number of dumb fish in the sea. And I want a clever fish.
I am not into fish at all. I want Thomas.
...That fish paragraph made me laugh xD
I totally understand, there are a LOT of dumb fish out there... I'm not saying to forget about him at all, I'm just saying that he won't be the only guy in your life.
Jazz and hiphop helps. And not the crappy hiphop you get nowadays, I mean real, calm, non-aggressive, meaningful hiphop. Just... things that sound nice.
I almost had to cry when that American guy giving us a lecture on Native Americans showed us a video made by an Indian HipHop group. That was so sad, and not aggressive. And it had a meaning behind it.
I do not think he will be the only guy ever, but he is playing a really big role in my life.
Tomorrow our school opens its doors to welcome 4th graders that maybe want to go to our school, and last year on that day, Caro pushed me into Thomas. I still remember all about that.
How sick is that? I forget most of the things, but not the stuff about him.
He is my fish.
It's not sick, it's sweet xD
The fish thing is still making me laugh xDDD
You were my best friend in my dream last night! IN REAL LIFE ^_^
You'd be surprised at how much I listen to Eyes on Me, Pain, Suteki Da Ne and Melodies of Life...
Not really. You're always talking about Pain.
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